LOE | life

Hello December!

Hello last two weeks in Brunei!

You know that feeling when you're torn between excitement and sadness?

It's like buying your first pair of Jimmy Choo leather boots with rabbit fur lining and reflecting on how many animals DIED for it.

It's like finally sleeping with your bestfriend's boyfriend after months of tension.

It's like going to Boracay or Pagudpud with the thought that in 2 days you have to get back to your desk.

It's like ordering an EXTRA THICK vanilla milkshake at Pancake House when you've already ordered the 4-layer choco-banana-peanut butter special.

It's like dancing and kissing under the rain, knowing you'll get really sick the next day.

It's like going to a good friend's party for his DESPEDIDA.

It's like FINALLY you've decided to "make love" but you realize you're out of condoms.

It's like a lot of things.


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i'll miss my house and my children-free neighborhood. (i love kids but this place is just sooo chic sans the nasty irritating brats)


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Blog EntryThe NEW iPod Nano!!!Sep 10, '08 10:27 PM
for everyone




These BABIES better be available when i come to Manila!







THROW AWAY ALL YOUR OLD IPODS and get this one!


Get them in ALL COLOURS!




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iPod... Nano... iPod... Nano... iPod... NaNoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoO!!!






New Features include:

Accelerometer (auto screen rotation)


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Genius Playlist (music matcher!)


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Shake Shuffle (shake to shuffle songs!!!)


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If you don't have it. You're a NOBODY!!! Sucks to be you!!!






***ok random side comment - the design reminds me of that fake ipod nano i saw in bangkok...
the one with speakers and plays mp3, mp4, MP5.***


Blog EntryCHICANE & ARAMLOE in MANILA!Aug 26, '08 2:10 AM
for everyone
As you know, me and my french friends are planning on a trip to Manila! YAY! After going around southeast asia for the first half of the year, i'm so glad it's time for my hometown!

YOU PEOPLE BETTER BE FREE
AROUND 27th SEPT to 5th OCT!!!


The dates haven't been set yet, but i'm definitely planning to attend the CHICANE LIVE ONSTAGE in World Trade Center on Sept 27.  Then maybe a quick stop to Boracay or Batanes or Amanpulo... whichever is easier.

Chicane brings back so much... all those dark rainy days listening to NO ORDINARY MORNING...



This is an artwork i made YEARS AGO when i was addicted to that song.

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I was trying to recreate that feeling you get
a second before you wake up and you open your eyes
and the light overflows into you


No i'm not a crossdresser but i do like to play with fabrics.  And with two meters of FABRIC, GOOD music in the background and some KNOTTING and TWISTING here and there, THIS is what you can do.

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i would suggest you use PEARLS instead of gold decor or a cute ribbon. The photo MAY look like i'm wearing a trash bag but it's because i'm fat and the camera didn't quite capture the richness of the silk.  ALSO as you noticed i'm covering my FLABBY ARMS with my night dress or that sarong i got in Bangkok (featured in last week's post).  Other than these flaws, i think the one-minute dress works. RIGHT? RIIIIGHHHTT?

ahh... the disasters that i do when i'm bored. Give me a roll of ELASTIC BAND and i will give you an Hervé Léger dress.





Blog EntryTHIS IS THE TRUTH about BOYS & GIRLS! READ ON!Aug 4, '08 1:20 AM
for everyone
Dear boys and girls, THIS IS THE TRUTH.  This is what boys do, and this is what girls do.  GOD I LOVE THIS SONG!  You guys can check out the music video here.


Homecoming by The Teenagers

[male]

Last week, i flew to san diego to see my auntie.
On day one, i met her hot step-daughter.
She’s a cheerleader, she’s a virgin, and she’s really tan.
As she stepped out of her massive car,
I could only notice she was more than fuckable.
I think she was coming back from the game or something,
’cause she was holding those silly pom-poms.

On day two, i fucked her, and it was wild.
She’s such a slut.

[chorus]
[male]
I fucked my american cunt
[female]
I love my english romance
[male]
It was dirty, a dream came true
Just like i like it, she’s got nice tits
[female]
It was perfect, a dream came true
Just like a song i’ve been wanting to

[female]
Ok, listen girls:
I met the hottest guy ever.
Basically, as i was stepping out of my suv,
I came face to face with my step-cousin or whatever, who cares?
Anyway, he was wearing skinny jeans, had funky hair
And the cutest british accent ever.
Straight away, i could tell he was rocker
From his sexy attitutde and the way he looked at me.
Mmmmmm, he is totally awesome.
Oh my god, I think i’m in love.

[chorus]
[male]
I fucked my american cunt
[female]
I loved my english romance
[male]
It was dirty, a dream came true
Just like i like it, she’s got nice tits
[female]
It was perfect, a dream came true
Just like a song i’ve been wanting to

[male]
It was so nice to meet you

[female]
The pleasure was all mine
I do like you
Come to cancun for spring break

[male]
I’ll think about it
It could be great

[female]
And don’t forget to send me a friend request

[male]
As if


HAHAHAHAHAHA!  I love it.  Why do girls always think it's about love? and why is it all about sex for most men?  God when am i ever going stop loving SLUTSONGS. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??!?!?!?

and as you can see, it still hasn't stopped influencing my freetime sketches.

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Blog EntryMANILA on PEREZHILTON.COM (Is this true?!)Jul 29, '08 8:45 PM
for everyone
just doing my usual browsing of gossip blogs (gossip makes me feel good in the morning) and i stumble upon THIS!

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WHAAAAAAAT????!!!!!

Should people now get DISCOUNTS or CIVIL SERVICE Credits for eating at McDonalds AND helping the Police Dept "save"  money on gas?  Wait... wait... what patrol cars are they talking about?  Where are these patrol cars?!

Too bad our country isn't so rich.  Here in Brunei, gas is subsidized.
It's B$0.53 per liter (Php16) when i came here almost two years ago...
and it HASN'T CHANGED even a single cent!

So we leave the car running when we're at the groceries.  Aircons are ALWAYS at full blast.  When we get home we just slide out of the car and leave it running for the next day.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!



i got the iBook. i got the iPod Nano (with Video!) i got the iPhone (jailbroken!). so i'm a victim of peer pressure! SUE ME!

Anyway, i just want to give some random thoughts on the latest Batman movie.

1)  it was the first superhero movie that i saw that made me "WANT FOR MORE" halfway through the film.  i ACTUALLY craved for more action and wanted the film to go on forever!!! i have this friend who's so addicted to Spiderman and he brags about watching it in the US a million times (whatevs) because he loved it so much but honestly i don't get the Spiderman hype. it's too kiddie for me. (but the actors are quite yummy so yeah its good.)

2) Ok so i didn't really want it to go on forever.  It was a little weird. i honestly enjoyed it a lot BUT there were times i would get a little sleepy. One of my frenchies actually fell asleep in the middle part, and she was shocked to see Harvey Dent alive "AGAIN" in the latter part.  What's up with that? Loser. Haha!

3) I felt awkward 57% of the time.  I keep on thinking about Heath Ledger.  My brain kept on wandering about his life and his thoughts.  Its different watching an actor who died looong ago (classic) versus someone who JUST passed away.  Like Aaliyah and her movie.

4) i believe this movie will be in Philosophy and Theology classes... for AGES.

5) i loved how they showed the death of the Rachel.  that ABRUPT CUT.  loved it.  i think its as real as death by explosion gets.

7) Heath Ledger really did a good job. Where/How do you come up with such a character portrayal?! c'est incroyable!

so yeah... i'm not at all surprised that Batman beat Spiderman in the box office.  its tight.  its tits.  its pure awesomeness right there.

Blog EntryI want to THROW my iPhone AWAY but its OKJul 21, '08 12:30 AM
for everyone
after 8 months of using (or not really using) my iPhone, it gets "THE TOUCH OF DEATH".  It means that the TOP HALF of my iPhone is unresponsive to touch.  Which means i can only use the bottom half of the iPhone.  Everything is working well, the display, iPod function, etc. except my use is way too limited since many of the buttons are on the top half (shuffle, back button, etc.).  My options are 1) replace the LCD for Php7,500 or 2) throw it away, and spend the P7,500 on a pair of Gucci glasses.

Surprisingly, i don't feel so bad about it. I don't know why.  Maybe it's because i've gone through so many mobile phones that i've gotten numb with random defects like this. IT HAPPENS... and you really have no option but to shell out more money.  That's just how it goes. So lets roll.

I do have this minor dilemma, i sort of have gotten used with "feeling" safe and comfortable with having an iPhone in my pocket.  So should i replace it immediately? or wait for Globe telecom to come out with their iPhone (rumored to be Php10,000 @ Plan3500 and FREE @ Plan5000 or Php25,000 for prepaid).

To me, phones are just like boys.  D-to-the-IS-to-the-PO-SAB-LE.



Blog EntryLIFE LESSON #912 There is HOPE for EVERYONEJun 13, '08 4:33 AM
for everyone
Dont EVER EVER EVER give up on yourself and others... things change... people change... and this is by far one of the most inspiring motivating insightful photos i have ever seen.

Ladies and gentlemen i present you...


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MR CHACE CRAWFORD (Nate Archibald in Gossip Girl).


When i saw the first photo (left) long ago, i was like... WOW, he really is gorgeous and hot hot hot!  But thanks to Perez Hilton who featured a photo of Mr Crawford from back in high school, we learn a really valuable lesson.  The story of the ugly duckling is as true as the staggeringly high prices of gas in the Philippines.




is it me or he looks GAY GAY GAY back then?




watch out everyone.  I WILL BE THE NEXT CHACE CRAWFORD (only hotter!).




YAAAAAAY!!!! ever since i've been an apple user, i've been very dependent on REGULAR (and LEGAL and FREE) software updates.  One of my major issues with my current iPhone is that it's hijacked and if i want the system/software upgraded, i'd have to read all those techie hulabaloo on the net or pay someone i dont really trust to do it. anyway, so here is the good news....



Globe Telecom and Apple Bring iPhone 3G to Philippines

MANILA and SAN FRANCISCO—June 9, 2008—Globe Telecom and Apple® today announced that they will be bringing the highly anticipated iPhone™ 3G to the Philippines later this year. iPhone 3G combines all the revolutionary features of iPhone with 3G networking that is twice as fast* as the first generation iPhone, built-in GPS for expanded location based mobile services, and iPhone 2.0 software which includes support for Microsoft Exchange ActiveSync and runs the hundreds of third party applications already built with the recently released iPhone SDK.

“We are very excited to be working with Apple to bring Filipino consumers iPhone 3G later this year,” said Gerardo C. Ablaza, Jr. president and CEO of Globe Telecom. “Our customers are our greatest passion and we’re constantly striving to offer them the most innovative products such as the revolutionary iPhone 3G.”

“We are thrilled to bring iPhone 3G to millions of mobile customers in the Philippines,” said Tim Cook, Apple’s COO. “We can’t wait to get this revolutionary mobile device in the hands of even more people around the world.”

iPhone 3G will be available to Globe’s postpaid and prepaid subscribers in the Philippines later this year.

www.apple.com


JUST ADDED: so what do you guys think??? WOW, so GLOBE won against SMART/SUN CELLULAR for the BID?!?! (if there was a bid!) Will you guys be getting iPhones?  i wonder how much the PREPAID package will cost. HAHAHAHA!

Blog EntryThe ALL NEW iPhone 3G (Coming this July)Jun 9, '08 8:45 PM
for everyone
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WOW. Looks good huh?  Although honestly, i think i'm over the iPhone hype.  No doubt its one of the best mobile phones TODAY but its just stuck in my bag/purse/pocket... so i dont know.  I have a review of my iPhone which i never released because i was so bored with it (the review, not the iPhone).

But i will guarantee that it is the best money you will ever spend on a gadget.  It's not just good for showing off.  Believe me, one year down the road, i still get those "wow, you have an iPhone? is that THE iPhone?".  Also, it really does keep you entertained, with iTunes, Photos, Games, WI-FI and all that.

Now the even better news is, the 8GB is now at a mere US$199!!! (OMG! DIRT CHEAP MUCH?!) and the 16GB which comes in black AND white will be at US$299 which is 25% cheaper than my 1ST GEN 8GB iPhone.

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Look at that... i can see it now in the hands of both tech savvy people and people who have a little extra cash (or credit) in their hands.  I would go crazy for one IF and ONLY IF they release one in Jelly Turquoise or Furry Pink! or iPhone in partnership with Chanel (in quilted leather) or Prada (with Trembled Blossoms artwork)! YAAAY!

Click Click Click for J.K. Rowling's Speech at Harvard (Video/Text).

or if you prefer to READ IT...



Copyright of JK Rowling, June 2008

President Faust, members of the Harvard Corporation and the Board of Overseers, members of the faculty, proud parents, and, above all, graduates.

The first thing I would like to say is ‘thank you.’ Not only has Harvard given me an extraordinary honour, but the weeks of fear and nausea I’ve experienced at the thought of giving this commencement address have made me lose weight. A win-win situation! Now all I have to do is take deep breaths, squint at the red banners and fool myself into believing I am at the world’s best-educated Harry Potter convention.

Delivering a commencement address is a great responsibility; or so I thought until I cast my mind back to my own graduation. The commencement speaker that day was the distinguished British philosopher Baroness Mary Warnock. Reflecting on her speech has helped me enormously in writing this one, because it turns out that I can’t remember a single word she said. This liberating discovery enables me to proceed without any fear that I might inadvertently influence you to abandon promising careers in business, law or politics for the giddy delights of becoming a gay wizard.

You see? If all you remember in years to come is the ‘gay wizard’ joke, I’ve still come out ahead of Baroness Mary Warnock. Achievable goals: the first step towards personal improvement.

Actually, I have wracked my mind and heart for what I ought to say to you today. I have asked myself what I wish I had known at my own graduation, and what important lessons I have learned in the 21 years that has expired between that day and this.

I have come up with two answers. On this wonderful day when we are gathered together to celebrate your academic success, I have decided to talk to you about the benefits of failure. And as you stand on the threshold of what is sometimes called ‘real life’, I want to extol the crucial importance of imagination.

These might seem quixotic or paradoxical choices, but please bear with me.

Looking back at the 21-year-old that I was at graduation, is a slightly uncomfortable experience for the 42-year-old that she has become. Half my lifetime ago, I was striking an uneasy balance between the ambition I had for myself, and what those closest to me expected of me.

I was convinced that the only thing I wanted to do, ever, was to write novels. However, my parents, both of whom came from impoverished backgrounds and neither of whom had been to college, took the view that my overactive imagination was an amusing personal quirk that could never pay a mortgage, or secure a pension.

They had hoped that I would take a vocational degree; I wanted to study English Literature. A compromise was reached that in retrospect satisfied nobody, and I went up to study Modern Languages. Hardly had my parents’ car rounded the corner at the end of the road than I ditched German and scuttled off down the Classics corridor.

I cannot remember telling my parents that I was studying Classics; they might well have found out for the first time on graduation day. Of all subjects on this planet, I think they would have been hard put to name one less useful than Greek mythology when it came to securing the keys to an executive bathroom.

I would like to make it clear, in parenthesis, that I do not blame my parents for their point of view. There is an expiry date on blaming your parents for steering you in the wrong direction; the moment you are old enough to take the wheel, responsibility lies with you. What is more, I cannot criticise my parents for hoping that I would never experience poverty. They had been poor themselves, and I have since been poor, and I quite agree with them that it is not an ennobling experience. Poverty entails fear, and stress, and sometimes depression; it means a thousand petty humiliations and hardships. Climbing out of poverty by your own efforts, that is indeed something on which to pride yourself, but poverty itself is romanticised only by fools.

What I feared most for myself at your age was not poverty, but failure.

At your age, in spite of a distinct lack of motivation at university, where I had spent far too long in the coffee bar writing stories, and far too little time at lectures, I had a knack for passing examinations, and that, for years, had been the measure of success in my life and that of my peers.

I am not dull enough to suppose that because you are young, gifted and well-educated, you have never known hardship or heartbreak. Talent and intelligence never yet inoculated anyone against the caprice of the Fates, and I do not for a moment suppose that everyone here has enjoyed an existence of unruffled privilege and contentment.

However, the fact that you are graduating from Harvard suggests that you are not very well-acquainted with failure. You might be driven by a fear of failure quite as much as a desire for success. Indeed, your conception of failure might not be too far from the average person’s idea of success, so high have you already flown academically.

Ultimately, we all have to decide for ourselves what constitutes failure, but the world is quite eager to give you a set of criteria if you let it. So I think it fair to say that by any conventional measure, a mere seven years after my graduation day, I had failed on an epic scale. An exceptionally short-lived marriage had imploded, and I was jobless, a lone parent, and as poor as it is possible to be in modern Britain, without being homeless. The fears my parents had had for me, and that I had had for myself, had both come to pass, and by every usual standard, I was the biggest failure I knew.

Now, I am not going to stand here and tell you that failure is fun. That period of my life was a dark one, and I had no idea that there was going to be what the press has since represented as a kind of fairy tale resolution. I had no idea how far the tunnel extended, and for a long time, any light at the end of it was a hope rather than a reality.

So why do I talk about the benefits of failure? Simply because failure meant a stripping away of the inessential. I stopped pretending to myself that I was anything other than what I was, and began to direct all my energy into finishing the only work that mattered to me. Had I really succeeded at anything else, I might never have found the determination to succeed in the one arena I believed I truly belonged. I was set free, because my greatest fear had already been realised, and I was still alive, and I still had a daughter whom I adored, and I had an old typewriter and a big idea. And so rock bottom became the solid foundation on which I rebuilt my life.

You might never fail on the scale I did, but some failure in life is inevitable. It is impossible to live without failing at something, unless you live so cautiously that you might as well not have lived at all - in which case, you fail by default.

Failure gave me an inner security that I had never attained by passing examinations. Failure taught me things about myself that I could have learned no other way. I discovered that I had a strong will, and more discipline than I had suspected; I also found out that I had friends whose value was truly above rubies.

The knowledge that you have emerged wiser and stronger from setbacks means that you are, ever after, secure in your ability to survive. You will never truly know yourself, or the strength of your relationships, until both have been tested by adversity. Such knowledge is a true gift, for all that it is painfully won, and it has been worth more to me than any qualification I ever earned.

Given a time machine or a Time Turner, I would tell my 21-year-old self that personal happiness lies in knowing that life is not a check-list of acquisition or achievement. Your qualifications, your CV, are not your life, though you will meet many people of my age and older who confuse the two. Life is difficult, and complicated, and beyond anyone’s total control, and the humility to know that will enable you to survive its vicissitudes.

You might think that I chose my second theme, the importance of imagination, because of the part it played in rebuilding my life, but that is not wholly so. Though I will defend the value of bedtime stories to my last gasp, I have learned to value imagination in a much broader sense. Imagination is not only the uniquely human capacity to envision that which is not, and therefore the fount of all invention and innovation. In its arguably most transformative and revelatory capacity, it is the power that enables us to empathise with humans whose experiences we have never shared.

One of the greatest formative experiences of my life preceded Harry Potter, though it informed much of what I subsequently wrote in those books. This revelation came in the form of one of my earliest day jobs. Though I was sloping off to write stories during my lunch hours, I paid the rent in my early 20s by working in the research department at Amnesty International’s headquarters in London.

There in my little office I read hastily scribbled letters smuggled out of totalitarian regimes by men and women who were risking imprisonment to inform the outside world of what was happening to them. I saw photographs of those who had disappeared without trace, sent to Amnesty by their desperate families and friends. I read the testimony of torture victims and saw pictures of their injuries. I opened handwritten, eye-witness accounts of summary trials and executions, of kidnappings and rapes.

Many of my co-workers were ex-political prisoners, people who had been displaced from their homes, or fled into exile, because they had the temerity to think independently of their government. Visitors to our office included those who had come to give information, or to try and find out what had happened to those they had been forced to leave behind.

I shall never forget the African torture victim, a young man no older than I was at the time, who had become mentally ill after all he had endured in his homeland. He trembled uncontrollably as he spoke into a video camera about the brutality inflicted upon him. He was a foot taller than I was, and seemed as fragile as a child. I was given the job of escorting him to the Underground Station afterwards, and this man whose life had been shattered by cruelty took my hand with exquisite courtesy, and wished me future happiness.

And as long as I live I shall remember walking along an empty corridor and suddenly hearing, from behind a closed door, a scream of pain and horror such as I have never heard since. The door opened, and the researcher poked out her head and told me to run and make a hot drink for the young man sitting with her. She had just given him the news that in retaliation for his own outspokenness against his country’s regime, his mother had been seized and executed.

Every day of my working week in my early 20s I was reminded how incredibly fortunate I was, to live in a country with a democratically elected government, where legal representation and a public trial were the rights of everyone.

Every day, I saw more evidence about the evils humankind will inflict on their fellow humans, to gain or maintain power. I began to have nightmares, literal nightmares, about some of the things I saw, heard and read.

And yet I also learned more about human goodness at Amnesty International than I had ever known before.

Amnesty mobilises thousands of people who have never been tortured or imprisoned for their beliefs to act on behalf of those who have. The power of human empathy, leading to collective action, saves lives, and frees prisoners. Ordinary people, whose personal well-being and security are assured, join together in huge numbers to save people they do not know, and will never meet. My small participation in that process was one of the most humbling and inspiring experiences of my life.

Unlike any other creature on this planet, humans can learn and understand, without having experienced. They can think themselves into other people’s minds, imagine themselves into other people’s places.

Of course, this is a power, like my brand of fictional magic, that is morally neutral. One might use such an ability to manipulate, or control, just as much as to understand or sympathise.

And many prefer not to exercise their imaginations at all. They choose to remain comfortably within the bounds of their own experience, never troubling to wonder how it would feel to have been born other than they are. They can refuse to hear screams or to peer inside cages; they can close their minds and hearts to any suffering that does not touch them personally; they can refuse to know.

I might be tempted to envy people who can live that way, except that I do not think they have any fewer nightmares than I do. Choosing to live in narrow spaces can lead to a form of mental agoraphobia, and that brings its own terrors. I think the wilfully unimaginative see more monsters. They are often more afraid.

What is more, those who choose not to empathise may enable real monsters. For without ever committing an act of outright evil ourselves, we collude with it, through our own apathy.

One of the many things I learned at the end of that Classics corridor down which I ventured at the age of 18, in search of something I could not then define, was this, written by the Greek author Plutarch: What we achieve inwardly will change outer reality.

That is an astonishing statement and yet proven a thousand times every day of our lives. It expresses, in part, our inescapable connection with the outside world, the fact that we touch other people’s lives simply by existing.

But how much more are you, Harvard graduates of 2008, likely to touch other people’s lives? Your intelligence, your capacity for hard work, the education you have earned and received, give you unique status, and unique responsibilities. Even your nationality sets you apart. The great majority of you belong to the world’s only remaining superpower. The way you vote, the way you live, the way you protest, the pressure you bring to bear on your government, has an impact way beyond your borders. That is your privilege, and your burden.

If you choose to use your status and influence to raise your voice on behalf of those who have no voice; if you choose to identify not only with the powerful, but with the powerless; if you retain the ability to imagine yourself into the lives of those who do not have your advantages, then it will not only be your proud families who celebrate your existence, but thousands and millions of people whose reality you have helped transform for the better. We do not need magic to change the world, we carry all the power we need inside ourselves already: we have the power to imagine better.

I am nearly finished. I have one last hope for you, which is something that I already had at 21. The friends with whom I sat on graduation day have been my friends for life. They are my children’s godparents, the people to whom I’ve been able to turn in times of trouble, friends who have been kind enough not to sue me when I’ve used their names for Death Eaters. At our graduation we were bound by enormous affection, by our shared experience of a time that could never come again, and, of course, by the knowledge that we held certain photographic evidence that would be exceptionally valuable if any of us ran for Prime Minister.

So today, I can wish you nothing better than similar friendships. And tomorrow, I hope that even if you remember not a single word of mine, you remember those of Seneca, another of those old Romans I met when I fled down the Classics corridor, in retreat from career ladders, in search of ancient wisdom:
As is a tale, so is life: not how long it is, but how good it is, is what matters.
I wish you all very good lives.
Thank you very much.



Blog EntryPlaystation3 Ad (WTF?! CENSORED!!!)May 15, '08 1:33 AM
for everyone
Check this out guys, girls AND GAYS.  Playstation 3's latest advertisement.

HOT BODY right?


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NO ITS NOT A DICK. ITS A THUMB.


PLAYBOY FOREVER. haha!  Anyone want to bring back their old habit of THUMB-SUCKING?

can SOMEBODY explain this ad FURTHER to me? is this aimed for the PINK market?!

Got this from ROBIN who got it from his track teammate Joboy.

REPLY to this POST and:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.

Blog Entryim sorry but you make me smile LIKE NO ONE ELSE.Mar 14, '08 2:00 AM
for everyone
you probably don't know it... but yeah, its strange how everytime you cross my mind, i smile... i smile wider... and i giggle a little bit. OH GOD! haha!

i'm not in love.


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but it feels damn good.


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thank you honey...



Blog EntryThe CUTEST BOY-NEXT-DOOR EVER!Mar 14, '08 1:36 AM
for everyone
No i'm not talking about one of my French bro's here... has anyone seen Natasha Bedingfield's latest music video? can ANYONE tell me who the hell this guy is? 

SOMEBODY did an awesome job in casting! haha!

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Opening Shot.
They should've applied more bokeh (?) and blurred out those not-so-cute guys in the background to save them some career opportunities...


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Small smile....


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medium smile...


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big smile...
(Nat's head looks a little too big here...)


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nose-kiss close-up moment! LOL


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wouldn't you want him to cuddle you all night? (although here he looks like he has secret intentions to strangle her...HAHA)


now for the BIG QUESTION...
do you think he's smart?
funny? arrogant? bitchy?
is he big or small? can he shake his booty?
LOL


enough. gosh im really bored today huh.

Being Twenty-Something


They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis."
It is when you stop going along with the crowd and
start realizing that there are many things
about
yourself that you didn't know and may not like.

You start feeling insecure and wonder
where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared
because you
barely know where you are now.
You
start realizing that people are selfish and that,
maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to
aren't
exactly the greatest people you have ever met,
and the
people you have lost touch with
are
some of the most important ones.

What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too,
and aren't really cold,
catty, mean or insincere,
but that they are as
confused as you.

You
look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought
you would be doing, or
maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that
you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger.
You
see what others are doing and find yourself
judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that
you have certain boundaries in your life and
are
constantly adding things to your list
of what is
acceptable and what isn't.
One minute, you are
insecure and then the next, secure.
You laugh and cry with
the greatest force of your life.
You feel alone and
scared and confused.

Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life,
but soon
realize that the past is drifting further and further away,
and there
is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved
could do such damage to you. Or
you lie in bed
and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough
that you want to get to know better.
Or
maybe you love someone but love someone else too
and
cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know
that you
aren't a bad person.

One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap.
Getting wasted and acting like
an idiot starts to look pathetic.
You go through the
same emotions and questions over and over,
and talk with
your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem
to make
a decision.

You worry about loans, money, the future
and making a
life for yourself...
and while winning
the race would be great,
right now you'd just like to
be a contender!

What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it.
We are in our best of times
and our worst of times,

trying as hard as we can

to figure

this

whole

thing

out.


Blog EntryPURE LOVEMar 2, '08 9:06 PM
for everyone
Dear friends, i hope we never forget, how pure it is... the love that we have for each other.

...

I spent the weekend at The Marriott in Miri, Malaysia.  On our last day, while i was still in bed, somebody threw a note folded into a star right in my face.


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i was smiling all day yesterday... until now actually.


***

i'll post stories and photos as soon as i can.
i think im ready for the question and answer portion now.


Blog EntryWould You Move In With Me?Jan 26, '08 10:19 PM
for everyone

OH.
MY.
GOD.



Years ago when i saw that episode where Carrie Bradshaw decided not to continue moving in with Aidan Shaw... i hated her... i really did.  But i guess you never really understand until you're in the exact same position.


The really bad thing is he even sang a song! aawe! and now its playing over and over my head.  i seriously don't know what to do...



I was just thinking that I have been missing you for way too long
There's something inside this weary head
that wants us to love just instead

But I was just thinking, merely thinking

I've got loads of pictures

I've got the one of you in that dancing dress
But man I feel silly in that dim light
just after doing you by the sight of My Kodak delights

I am sinking, merely sinking

I think about long distance rates instead of kissing you babe
I'm a singer without a song
If I wait for you longer my affection is stronger
I, I was just thinking and thinking, merely thinking
That this boat is sinking

Yeah I'm tired of postcards

Especially the ones with cute dogs and cupids
I'm tired of calling you and missing you
And dreaming that I've slept with you
Don't get me wrong I still desperately love you
Inside this weary head
I just want us to love, just instead
But I was just thinking and thinking, merely thinking

I think about long distance rates instead of kissing you babe

And time is running me still
If I wait for you longer my affection is stronger I was just thinking

Babe, I was just thinking

That I'm tired of calling you once a week
And thinking of long distance rates instead of kissing you
Baby I'm sinking, merely sinking



and he really sang this song by Teitur sooo welll! :,-(

Blog EntryOUT OF BODY SPECIAL is in TIME MAGAZINE :DJan 22, '08 7:33 PM
for everyone
The Out of Body Special is ONE out of FIVE in the ASIAN ARTISTS to watch out for in 2008 according to Time Magazine :D

"Can anybody in Asia funk harder
than these Filipinos?
At the moment, we think not"
- Time Magazine


Congratulations guys! Nice!

*Funny sidestory... i was actually buying Vogue US, Australia and UK and then i told myself, what the heck, i spent $45 (P1,300) on fashion magazines, why not $8 on TIME... hahaha! i must say it was worth it.

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I remember one time i attended their gig at the ground floor of FBR. it was real cool! I was with Amanda and Mar and Bea and it was in some unfinished corner (full of concrete) of the building and there were beer in cups and people were sitting on the floor and smoking and all that... it felt sooo underground cool.

I like out of body because its not just the music that's great... but the people are.  they're not wannabeeeesss unlike some other bands that i know of (you know who you are)...

Congratulations Again! You guys make everyone proud!

*images are from Time! GET YOUR OWN COPY! :D


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